Lynne's Blog

已好久没写心情日记了
回想起从前的自己，已不再是18的那位青春少女，

WOw.... is another survived day!
I want to delete all the bad things that happened to me, or the peoples around me.
I want to delete all the bad relationship that i had been made or meet, because it is wasted my time!

Unemployment!
I am umemployment for 2 months ago!
Exactly i am survived, did i ?
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What happened to me again? The feeling came back again, how dare someone come in?
I hate this weired feelings present always in my mind when i saw someone i was just lost control.
My Eyes can't take off to him, What the hell is happening to me, how dare this stranger someone been in?
 

我今年二十二了， 22了，可是自己不见了。
时间不等人，常和自己说，想做什么什么，就去吧！
然而，真正到了那个年龄，长大了。却不知道，要做什么了。
 

What can i do now? I was so lost!!!
i dont know what exactly happened to me? I dont know who took my soul gone?
I can't realy feel my feet on the ground!! I feel like i am in flutter on the sky !!
 

好久没上来了， 翻开回忆的 照片，才发现，我变了，也成长了很多。
我开始怀念了，开始迷惘了，开始害怕了。。。。。我迷失了自我
 
从前的我，都一直是很有自信的人，也从来不受外来的打击或影响。

         
 
是在逃避吗？ 为什么我走不进，属于我的梦想世界？

无情的时间 带走了我的青春
该死的人性 让我变得很迷惘
不懂伤心的伤心 不懂开心得开心
不懂委屈的委屈 不懂讨厌的讨厌

今天是 12月25日 圣诞节，相信每个人一定心情特好！
看到面子书大伙儿一起拍的照片，大家似乎都被，浓浓的圣诞气氛给影响。
而我，没人约，只好呆在家里，和家人一起渡过！虽然有点闷，但很幸福！