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HAPPY FATHE's DAY... yeAH,pls cheers it up together =D
tomorrow was a father's day, guys, have sometings idea for planing on this day? haha...i think most of the child or teenager will be so worry about how to celebrating their father's day right? haha.... but i told u all, i am not that dare to celebrate this meaningful day with my dad cos i am SHY ~^^ BUT... i have say this three word to my dad after he was came back home... i use a very SHY+EMBRASSING style to said the three word out of from my mouth~^^ Wow~... it was so shy and shy, but i am happy when i was said it out from my mouth to my dad and my dad oso gave me some respond too, he said " oh...oh...oh.. i know arh, every year will be have this day" haha...what kind of respond arh, but i know he get it!~^^ haha..but after that, i fel so shock when i was dinner... you know guys, what happened to me? i so shock is bcos of my grandpa, he suddenly gave me HUNDREND RINGGIRT to me when i was enjoy my dinner time, he came to me and gave the money to me and said this money is for you to buy things and he oso said, he was old already and never ever gave me money b4. I am so shock and touch when i heard these word that said from his mouth. I NEVER EVER see my grandpa like that, i suddenly scared to lossing him just bcos he was sick recently and came back the hospital fews day ago only. I started to thinking that this all happened to me will be a predict that from god or another else, i am so scared for it, really! i try to console myself that will not be that, definitely will not be that!!! i also dont want be that!!! i am regrect somethings when these happened to me, it was i am careless about my grandpa sometimes, i am so hate him sometimes too just bcos he always watch the tv for a long time that cause me wanna watch tv at night time. Haha...am i childish or bother about it ? yup, maybe. This my answer, i think. But since from just now, i am repetition regrect again and again, even i was crying just now that i scared to lossing him that time. Be his grandson, i confess that i haven't taking any responsibilities sometimes just bcos he was doing the things that i hate. Thinking back the things that i done to he such as bicker, hate him or no manner to him that i was so regrect and regrect.... i am not that bad girl, i just want to abreact my unhappy mood at that time....really! Okay anyway that i know one things was, no matter how my grandpa was, he always was my deareast grandpa that i can't change the reality, ever and forever and wanna said to him here " HAPPY FATHER's DAY and HAPPY GRANGPA's DAY" wishing him get well as soon as possible~^^