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emm.... i dont know how to describe my mood right now, but the one i am sure was, i am totally lossing my "expected" spirit, where it's gone? haha... i also dont know. I am confusing and worrying and even scaring with it because i am just a 19 yrs old girl, a young girl and a teenager too in this world, but all my play,expected and even naughty mood was keep far away from me. I hate this kind of mood, i really hate it! I really hope that i can back to my childhood which was so happy and no stress at all at that occassion. I started to think, maybe that was a reason between my mood and myself. The reason was, izit i was custom and satisfy with my life right now compared with before? I was too reasonable and over mature??? cause me so restrain when i was meet somethings or doing somethings??? Well, i really dont know!!! i just hope that i can tidy up and handle back my happy mood that i was as before, and really hope that will be come back as soon as possible. I am just a 19 yrs old girl, a young girl, i dont want my life will become such a depressing and boring life.... ^^ i want colorful day, i dont want black n white day.... H.A.P.P.Y, please come back to me soon okay? =D
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